Our Story
By a strange turn of events, Fabian and I reconnected - not thinking it'd lead to anything intimate or more serious then we ever experienced together before. I had been in a very sad place for a very long time; depressed, anxiety issues, and stress. I had just lost the person I thought was supposed to share my life with me even though he treated me horribly and made me feel the lowest of low, I lost myself and my security and confidence being with him, but because I had given him so much of me and so much time, I thought he was supposed to be the one; he was supposed to love me. Then not even a day later I lost my home and I was losing my job.. so the day Fabian and I reconnected I was visiting with my dad, and I got a text from him checking in on me. I told him I was at my dad's and he said he just moved to the same city as him. So i ended up going to stop by for a visit. We only spoke for 10 minutes or so and then I went on my way because I just presumed it'd be the same thing with him as before (lust or infatuation - not anything permanent, mature or consistent) - so I left to go back to my sad life. Few days later, Fabian messages me to hang out.. we actually hung out and spent quality time together. No sexual interaction, just good conversation and I saw a completely changed man.. We hung out more and more, and I started staying over with him. He was consistently making me feel beautiful and wanted and at the same time respected my wish to go slow and to not give into sexual temptation for the sake of trying to approach things differently together this time. Now here we are. so so happy.